My beloved friend,
You are the most AWESOME person i met!
So, my advice for you , today, is a simple quote with an important meaning for me "Do it now and- eventually, regret tomorrow".
Why do you spend so much time thinking what should you do? WHY? What is with so many "What if?", "Should i do that?" ?
YOLO my beloved friend! You Only Live Once! You only have one chance to do stop wondering what could happen and to actually do what you want to do!
Do what you want like nobody's watching! Today, where you want, with someone worth it!
Let the mistakes of today be a sweet memory for tomorrow. FIGHT for your dream life. Fight for a better today. Fight my beloved friend, fight every single day such that one day, when you'll be looking back , you'll be proud enough to smile and realize how easy it was to have it all.
Have trust, find love inside of you, love for yourself not for others because no one can make you feel weak when you know how strong you are!
Do it now, my beloved friend, be happy today!
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